September 2, 2013
FRIEND: How was Labor day?
ME: Great! Saw people drinking beer and it didn’t give me a migraine.
FRIEND: Cravings are going away!
Me: Weeeeeee! No meetings since Saturday and I’m OK!
September 4, 2013
FRIEND: Do you ever feel like you want your old life back? And you don’t know where the hell you fucked up so much to get you to this point?
ME: Yes. I’m having a hard time not thinking of my powerlessness as stupidity. I feel like I can control everything now that I have awareness.
FRIEND: Omg me too!!!
ME: I wonder if it’s possible.
FRIEND: I want to drink and NOT BE AN ALCOHOLIC.
ME: Check please, one order of nonalcoholic to-go.
FRIEND: I’m over the alcoholic outfit. It’s out of season. Like crocs.
ME: These are interesting comparisons. I think drinking was a dead end and that’s why they call it dead.
FRIEND: Fuck AA
FRIEND: Did you used to watch Power Rangers?
ME: Power Rangers are racist.
FRIEND: How are you feeling?
ME: Better. Finally went to a meeting. You?
ME: We are troopers. I guess if I’m not moving forward then I’m taking 50 steps backwards.
FRIEND: Yeah it’s okay as long as we take the next step.
ME: Gotta have faith.
ME: Otherwise we drop out like hot potatoes…Can I put you in my blog?